was feeling so frustrated yesterday
was thinking tat i dun really want lost friends
am i in the fault??
it unfair i jus leave yx jus like tat
and said that i would be happy wif bernice
however if i still go wif her
i dun really get the happiness havin her as a friend
cuz it's so different frm last year
and it was all so sad

so she did actually leave mi alone most of the time
y could she be heartless to mi...
a 4 years friends and jus only a 2 years
how to compare??
so i would be the most disadvantage one

today...
i did make a choice to ask whether i can be friend wif yx
though we still can be
but hrs later...
i dun think so
she chose a choice to be joanna..
in her blog
and quite sad
so i make a leave to my own pact le

not forgetting i have my family too
and my teachers

and y friendship is jus like tat
not quite believe tat le
its not worthly sometimes even u make initiative
in the end
u jus a peanut to others

till...
"o" is impt
its jus a few mths later for MT exam le
decided to spent my time in the library to study
rather to face unhappiness and loneliness

ya...
tat's it
Ming Tian shi xing tian
there's always ways to overcome it mahx??
can i still believe tat logic??

♥ 7:20 PM