QingWang&ME

Sunday, February 25, 2007

wanna to clarify http://mizzhuijean.blogspot.com the"mizzhuijean" is not "misshuijean" ok...
actually i dun noe wat i want to put as my link's name
and it is actually mi-zz-huijean...
yupx.

didn't go x-country on friday cuz nobody going too. and it was such a boring thing to attend and i have already attended for the past 4 years le. about goin to xie lao shi's hse, yvonne called me the day before to persuade me to go but somehow i dun have the intention to go. cause even if i go, i would be left alone and yay i hate loneliness. this happens a lot of time and many times i would become a stone. someone once told me that don't go if u felt uncomfortable there cause u won't felt u belong to there. thus sometime i won't force myself to go.

sometime when ppl dislike me, i will feel it. this is when i will ask why?? am i sensitive? did i do anything wrong? yay. it is because ppl do not like the way u do, your interest is not being recognised and the way u look. they will dislike u is because they are human being. sometimes i don't like a person is because their look. but i don't do that le. because it hurts the people. i experience before because i don't have the look. nerd lol. however, is relationship tat impt?? yay i agree tat i do not have but do u all have to suan me. i don't undestand it is because of tat, you are being kick out of the grp. ppl are popular because they have look mah. like sun yanzi...hehex but i admire her because of her voice.

sometimes i really wanna to get out of evss...
because no one treat me good
its painful when u r being pai chi
cuz i don have look mahx
the friends close to me are like tat
no true friendship
except pri sch where we are innocent and where true friendship is
all from my bottom of my heart

Peace bahx
what i wish...
huijean~

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